Social Blues
I'm fighting the blues about vaccine plans and COVID. While we all get better at living lives removed from one another, it's also hard. With the way things have gone it is likely to be a year before life gets back to socializing safely again.
In response to this I went out for fresh mochi this morning. It felt excessive going for this special thing when we didn't need groceries.
It was delicious and worth the effort, although I felt over tired.
Yes, staying up past one AM regularly had something to do with being tired.
And yet, it has more to do with feeling soul weary of pulling on my respirator and yelling to be heard at all through it. Weary of feeling like every trip or is fraught with mortal peril. Missing the beach and the mountains.
I napped some, Bertie was really happy about that choice. After talking with a dear friend we had Japanese bowls for dinner. I felt ashamed for not working in our yard while the sun shined, but I truly felt done in despite my nap?
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