Essential Sound

Felt tired and disjointed much of the day, distracted. Got quite a bit done at work despite this. Home, dinner, zazen… Tried using the seiza bench to kneel again and felt very uncomfortable the whole first sit. I feel a resistance to standing up, perhaps I should have since it stirred up enough pain to be uncomfortable on my zafu during the second sit.

I had mentioned to my friend MP about being dilute before, in 1999 when he first got to meet me, in response to his saying how “concentrated” I seemed. He laughed and said he’d meant how concentrated I seemed in terms of Prana. I wrote back thanks for the clarity and told him that I’d liked thinking about being dilute in a sense of the self that was the way I interacted with the world.

He wrote back to me to say, “…now you have me thinking about di-lute and mono-lute… whatever those might be. Or even tri-lute. Hmm.

“There is something about lutes as embodying the duality of material existence I simply had not strung together.”

When I saw this it first of all made me smile, discussions with MP nearly always do this. I am thinking that perhaps we journey towards mono-lute. We settle down all the other tones until it is just one, essential sound of clarity like a perfect Om. One tone that moves throughout several expressions, encompassing all of them.

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