5May/200
Terrible Tuesday
Today felt hard.
It didn't matter that I taught and it made people feel better. They sent me money and I began worrying; will I have to give back unemployment because people give me $2.50 a class?
Food felt hard and then I burned my dinner and CK's was dry.
I felt so weepy and despairing. I'm less so now, now I just feel angry.
It wasn't even like I read or watched any news. I didn't do any errands. No anniversaries that trip me up. Nothing other than living during a pandemic with a Federal government that keeps gaslighting us while behaving creully.
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